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Sunday, November 22, 2009, 8:35 PM
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Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 5:37 PM
last last last

oh-uh -oh-uh ..
oh well recently is just super unlucky lah .
i just injured my leg .:(
alot of blood:)
i love bloody scene :)
i don't know why .
but its hurting :(
i do't know what i did to make that cut
and i didn't notice until
mum told me there was blood on my bed sheet .
then i examine my body & we found out the CUT
and its alot alot of blood !
tsk tsk ...
dad help me to clean up the wound
and its hurting like mad :(
can't even sleep properly
& i slept in their room :)
i slept on the bed & and dad sleep on the floor :/
i hug mum like a lost child :/
& mum told me this morning
i said something when i was asleep
like what the hell !
but she don't want to tell me :/
& i'm wondering what i have said !
pray its not those things that i shouldn't be said .:8
LOL ..this few days keep on drizzle
damn it and i ate alot of stuff contain fats :8
need to go jogging more ..



forever friends this is what i want i guess <3




Sunday, November 15, 2009, 8:58 PM
fuck this

i hate when shit craps happened
i hate being crying in-front of others
i hate being restricted to things
i hate tearing inside the bus
FUCK
i swear i just hate dad
hate him feel like shouting in-front of him
with those three letter words
feel like grab him and kick his ass off
feel like slap him use my all full body energy
just so many things many to do
just want to tear my heart apart
FUCK THIS SHIT CRAPS
today i used all those vulgar words
FUCK MY LIFE
FUCK WHO EVER RUIN MY BBQ
FUCK YOU
FUCK ALL THE THINGS
I WANT TO SCREAM MY HEART OUT
SCREAM EVERYTHING
SCREAM OUT HEART
my karma is bad
born in this kind of family
fuck ...
can he just shout up his smelly fucking smelly mouth
can he just stop whatever things he does on me




Saturday, November 14, 2009, 5:28 PM
i'm just who i am

woke up at 9 am ..
oh well yesterday was Friday 13
i bet alot of things happened ?:/
& early in the morning accident happened nearby my house .
ok today's routine like what the fuck
i 离家出走 for 2 hours :[
sat at the beach watched the sea water and "beautiful" view of the sea :/
and thanks to Amanda <3>
thanks to those stone that i sat on :/
what the fuck ....
life just ain't going that smooth
cause had a quarrel with dad
that's why this shit happened
& because mum i give in and well
don't want to say anymore
doing maths since early in the morning
almost finish up the whole entire book .
what the hell ><
need to do later
like AGAIN
fuck ....
i just being who i am
don't judge me please
.........